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I'm graduating on March 31st.
I'm 25 years old now.
Last year, I was an idol who wanted to make people laugh and have fun.
That's why I thought it would be hard for people to see me if I was too hard or too desperate.
I haven't changed since I was a kid.
I live alone, go to college, go to school, and graduate.
I can't keep up with it.
On March 31st, I will have a one-man race at the Nippon Budokan.
For that purpose, I am working hard every day and spending busy days.
Today, of course, I canceled it.
I announced it on February 1st.
In Japan, I graduate on March 31st.
I was originally planning to be the last idol in Nippon Wachacha.
I'm 25 years old now.
Five years later, as an idol, as an artist, as an idol,
When I thought I wanted to do it,
The vision that Nippon Wachacha has and the vision that I want to grow a little more are different.
Once away from Nippon Wachacha, I want to grow a little more in myself.
I want to do it until I'm 30 years old.
If you ask me if I'm going to graduate as an idol when I'm over 30 years old,
As an artist, I want to do it for the rest of my life.
I want to stand on the front stage for the rest of my life.
Even as an idol when I was young, I want to experience it and do music with Sona.
I'll see you for the rest of my life.
Until Bob dies, until you die, I'll see you for the rest of my life.
When I thought I wanted to work on the front stage for the rest of my life,
Of course I wish I could stay at Nippon Wachacha forever,
But it's too warm and the members and the management are very kind and nice people.
It's too warm and I think I should be held more.
If you say you can come back to Nippon Wachacha after that, I really want to go back.
Compared to Nippon Wachacha, there aren't many people who want to go back to Nippon Wachacha.
When I said I wanted to make Budokan absolutely crowded,
half of you said it wouldn't be good if it was followed even if it wasn't crowded.
In my case, that opinion is certainly one.
The reason is that the concept was an idol who wanted to make everyone laugh and have fun.
However, there are many fans who say that it is too muddy or that it is difficult to see if it is too wet or that it is not laughed at.
Well, I feel that too.
When I couldn't decide Budokan, I thought I never wanted to quit Nippon Wachacha.
I really hated other people singing Nippon Wachacha songs.
For example, when new members came in and sang Wachacha songs other than Mob, I really hated it.
There was something like an obsession.
When I decided on Budokan and ran towards Budokan, that obsession gradually disappeared.
What I want Nippon Wachacha to do is to be loved by various people.
I want it to be a concept group that is loved not only by myself but also by others.
I feel like I've grown up.
Everyone's will, enthusiasm and feelings of "Nippon Wachacha should be like this" and my feelings were a little different.
I love Nippon Wachacha and I want to go back anytime.
If something bad happens, I want to help right away.
However, the will I want to do now is different.
I don't hate other members at all.
Because I love my father so much, I objectively think that I am not the one who should be in Nippon Wachacha now.
If I announce it, I feel like I've been lying for the past few months.
I think it's the final episode of the first chapter of Nippon Wachacha.
So, for those who are looking forward to the second chapter, I really want to support you in the final episode of the first chapter.
When I thought I was looking forward to the second chapter, I was like, "No, it's not the second chapter."
I thought that what we were looking forward to in the second chapter was an act that betrayed me.
So, I announced it now and announced it in February with the intention of making Nippon Wachacha even more exciting and exciting in the first chapter.
As I said earlier, I love Nippon Wachacha, and I think it's my family who raised me like this, so family is infinite love, isn't it?
The final episode of the first chapter of Nippon Wachacha will try hard to die, right?
It's a beautiful story related to Wachacha's history, and I want to make it successful, so I'll make it successful.
Wachacha has always wanted everyone to be easy to love, and I want everyone to be a reachable existence, and that's how I feel about mobs.
"I'll be active all the time
so come at me whenever you like." She said she wanted to be a mob at a shrine in the area
and you can go to a shrine anytime you want
but you'll always be there, right?
And you'll go when you're in pain, right? But you'll still forgive them, right?
She said she wanted mobs, and I'm sure Wachacha in Japan wants mobs to be that kind of existence.
When you come home from school and you're in pain, I want you to think, "Ah, Wachacha in Japan was there. Her heart was saved."
Well, first of all, the president stopped me and said, "How about you?"
No, but recently, when I'm feeling better, I want to work harder as an idol for the president.
I want to do it with more and more determination.
At first, I was opposed to it, but I told the president that I would like to work with him in five years.
Now I'm staying here in APNET and I'm being spoiled and I can do it, but I'm getting beaten up outside and I'm growing up.
I'm going to be able to repay the president and Wachacha.
I said, "Give me a chance to grow up."
So in five years, I'm sure you'll grow up more.
For example, even if you don't do idol business anymore, let me work with you.
I used to say that I was the second dad of the president.
The real dad is very kind, but the president is the most angry person in my life.
But the members were like, "Do it like you like it, as usual."
It was like, "Well, you can't do it yet."
But Wachacha made me do it because I liked it so much, so it was like, "Well, I'll do it."
I know I'm a daughter who doesn't listen to her parents, so I'll do it as I like.
But my parents also like Wachacha a lot, so when I told the president that I said that, he said, "Oh, I see."
Well, I don't know what's going to happen, but once a year or once every six months, I said, "Wouldn't it be nice if Wachacha came back?"
Well, I'm guessing it's someone who says, "Let's do it like you did."
But of course, there are a lot of people who like Wachachan and Mob who like Wachachan, so even if it's not Mob,
there are a lot of people who are very sad or lonely to call someone.
There are a lot of people who say pretty strong words to Mob, like people who are sad or lonely because of the lack of martial arts.
Well, I think there are more opposing opinions right now.
On the contrary, I think people who are a little further away from the fans and who just know me will say, "Maybe the agency decided it."
By the way, nothing has been decided, I just decided to jump out.
I haven't decided anything.
If I make a group myself or belong somewhere, I haven't decided anything.
Please cut out and paste it, everyone.
Like people who say, "Maybe the agency decided it."
So what I want the fans to do is...
I think stories change.
But what Mob said to Wachachan hasn't changed.
It's not a dismissal.
As a graduate student, Mob always has a big face and says to Wachachan,
"Let's go to Wachachan's live."
"Let's have an off-stage meeting."
I'm going to be more and more involved with Wachachan.
I'd like you to think I'm back in Wachapo.
"When I go live, I'm Mob-chan."
"I got a drink from Mob-chan."
I want you to feel like that.
I'm sure some of you are down and sad.
Some of you may think, "This is not Nippon Wachachan."
There is a possibility that Mob will get better at cutting out.
I want you to think that Mob is a good change.
Even if Mob is not there, Wachacha is there.
I love that content, so even if Mob is not there, it's okay.
In addition, I think it will definitely be something you can enjoy.
But until March 31st, Mob will be there for a while.
I would be happy if you could stir up Wachacha with all your might and follow me.
There is a donut shop.
I found a donut shop I didn't know about.
But I don't want to eat two donuts anymore.
I don't know if I'll come back and eat again in two hours.
I heard that there is a fashionable black clothing store called Toshimokitazawa
so I went to Toshimokitazawa with the members and had a big party while I was missing it and bought a lot of clothes and did something like that.
I bought clothes in Toshimokita and traveled like going to Disney with Sona.
It's been a year since I debuted, Jack and Pat.
It's been a year and a half since I debuted, isn't it?
There weren't four of us, were there?
There are three check-in numbers and it's an hour.
It's three sheets.
I always count the number of check-in numbers and report it to the staff.
"There's no way you're wrong about three sheets," I say.
I always send it on LINE.
I'm four. I'm really wrong, four.
"Why are you always wrong about this number?" I was angry.
It's nostalgic.
Whenever I went to any area in Tokyo, I was excited with the members and prepared for Shinjuku and Shibuya.
But when I realized it...
"Oh, it's Nakano." It's been like that for three years now.
When I moved from Osaka to Tokyo, it wasn't popular and I didn't have money.
At that time, I lived in Hatagaya and Sasazuka with the three members and the president.
We ate together every day and did things like that.
The only ones who can support each other are the members and the management.
There's no one on our side.
My parents came to Tokyo because they were against it.
We ate together.
"Why did you decide to move?"
The general manager decided on three houses for me.
He gave me the keys and didn't even show me the inside.
I was like, "Okay, this is your house."
"One, two, three, go!" And I lived where I got the keys.
I was the worst.
The rent was 60,000 yen and the maintenance fee was 58,000 yen.
The walls were brown and yellow.
Of course, the bathroom was the same.
The sound of the wind was amazing.
And the sound of the waves was amazing, too.
The DJ next door kept playing music and I was streaming live with a loud voice, so I was reading "Otohime" and "Hikoboshi" together.
It's crazy.
It's gone now.
When I searched for it, it was remodeled into a house of 240,000 yen.
It's rich, but when I lived there, it was 58,000 yen.
What is Hikoboshi doing now?
Is he still living there?
Where did he go?
The most fun thing about renovating is...
I was able to spend and build 30,000 yen as I grew up.
"Oh, I can stand on this stage now."
"I can bury it now."
I was so happy about that.
And when I joined Wachachan, I was already in my ninth year of life.
There's a reason why I've grown up so much.
When I joined Wachachan, I learned the joy of making an effort.
But it's the hardest thing for me to keep struggling because I haven't been popular or getting results for a long time.
The year when I couldn't decide on a club house is called the darkest year for me.
I can't make an effort.
I want to do it, but I can't.
I want to do my best, but I can't.
The year when I couldn't decide on a club house is the hardest for me.
That's why I'm working hard for a club house now.
This dark year has made me sing more and more.
The reason for that is that I've been working hard all the time
but I didn't feel like I had to do it because I had a lot of room in my heart
so I think I've grown a lot in terms of singing and my inner self.
What I'm asked for is to be distributed.
Even if you do extreme things to be distributed, you can say with confidence that this is the right thing to do.
I'm doing it because I can't help it.
That's why I don't put up with it at all. I'm not going to show my butt or my skin.
I didn't want to do such a hard thing because I couldn't do what I thought was good and what I thought was good because it would spread.
I didn't realize it in the middle of it, but I thought I was doing my best.
One day, a fan who supported me a lot told me, "No matter what situation you're in, I'm on your side."
I thought you were doing your best now, but you weren't doing your best as an ally.
I wrote it in my notebook, but even after I decided to be an ally, I didn't put in any effort.
I'm sorry it's decided, but I'm happy about it, of course.
At that time, I had three things I started with.
One is that I started buying cats.
It's called "Catty".
The moment I started buying it, the whole world changed.
I don't know why I have to work hard.
Until now, I've been working hard for myself and for my fans.
But when I couldn't support it anymore,
the moment I saw POTTE, I thought, "Oh, I have to protect her."
For example, when I couldn't work hard for myself,
POTTE has always been there for me in a supportive way.
I don't know why I have to work hard.
When I couldn't work hard for a reason, I used POTTE as an excuse to work hard.
Then I realized that I could work hard for myself, for POTTE, and for my fans.
I decided to work hard properly from now on.
To be honest, I didn't care about my life.
I didn't care if I had a butt or a tooth like this.
I didn't care about it because it was too good for POTTE.
But after I bought POTTE, I realized that it was worth it for my life.
I started playing the piano.
I'm not good at it now, though.
Once a month, my voice trainer gives me an online lesson for only an hour.
If I had an hour, I could practice a little.
I'm having a lot of fun making music.
I'm thinking about making music again.
The first one is "STREET FIGHTER VI".
I played it with STROKE.
STROKE is similar to the piano.
I don't play fighting games at all.
It's just as difficult as jumping and guarding.
The more you do it, the more you can do it, and it's fun.
Whether you can do it or not, it's okay.
You have to work hard and move forward to win.
If you can't do it, you won't be responsible for it, so I think you needed to make an effort not to be responsible for it at that time.
I think it's the reason why I couldn't stand the pressure I've been under for the past four years.
It was around the time when I collapsed on January 5th.
Until then, I was wondering if I should stay in the office and go around the back of the market or continue my artistic activities.
When I was actually pushed into the reality of martial arts hall, I felt like I still had to work hard.
I didn't want to think, "This is who I am."
So I'm determined to quit 100% for Hatechyan.
I feel like I'm being told by God, "You have to challenge yourself more."
So I thought I'd stay in the agency and do a lot of things, but I thought, "This is not the time to be spoiled."
I thought I should grow more and more in a more difficult environment.
That was just after January 5th.
There's only one thing I can do from there.
All I can do is to make Hatechyan's Japanese martial arts hall a success and to entertain fans.
So I'd rather switch my mind and focus on my goal for now.
First of all, I feel like I'm in a martial arts competition. I feel like I'm fighting with all my might.
No matter how painful or painful it is, it's the last one.
It's the last day in which I can stay in Japan.
There's no way I'm losing on the last day.
I don't know what's going to happen from now on.
I'm sure it's not all good things.
I'm going to fight without giving up.
I'm going to do my best to make you think that my first win in Japan was the best.
I've been saying that I'm reckless, and I've been aiming for it, and I want to make it happen.
I think I was able to aim high because of you guys.
I'm grateful for all of you who have met me and supported me over the past five years.
I love you so much.
I want you to support me.
But some of you may not like it because of my recklessness.
I think this is my first and last challenge.
I'd like you to support me a little.
And of course, I have my second win in Japan.
I think it'll be even more fun.
I'd like you to continue to support me.
Basically, I don't think my stance will change no matter where I'm in the group.
Please let me know if I'm in a weird direction.
I think it's always fun, exciting, and meaningful to grow up.
I always want to spread my axis on YouTube.
In any case, Nipponwaitecha is a very good group.
President Ippei is a very good person.
There are bad parts, too.
There are bad parts that you can see.
But for me, he was a very good person.
So if you're going to be involved in Nipponwaitecha, or if you're involved in the president, or if you're involved in Nipponwaitecha UpNet, don't worry.
But you can't be careless about UpNet.
Everyone around me.
I would be happy if you could love me.
Thank you for your continued support.
Nippon Budokan One More Live March 31st!
Come on!
I feel like it's very rare for me to be able to see this final episode.
I'm imagining a back sales from now on.
"Oh, I was going somewhere during Mob."
I'll do my best to get it from everyone.
If you're interested, please come and watch the final episode of Nippon Budokan One More Live March 31st!